of all this crap. I don't want to be doing it anymore. I just want to rest. no parents, family, friends demanding my time. wouldn't it be great if i could just stop time for a day or two, get a bunch of sleep in, then start over? i think it would help me so much, because any time i'm awake i feel like i should be out doing something, and then i feel like a loser when i'm not. Anyway, just had to mention that really quick - i've got so much to write, (especially regarding EC) that i don't want to do it right now. later.