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Okee... now sarah's upset... and she shouldn't be.
It's not that i mind doing any of the things i mentioned in my et post. It's that every now and again, it's nice to have a little peace of mind. I know sarah and my relationship is going to be hard, that's obvious. and i'm perfectly willing to do all those things... because i love sarah. so much that I can't even explain it. none of those things matter when i'm with her...
but every now and then, it's nice to have a break. I know i'm just digging a bigger hole. But she spends time with her cousins without me, she spends time with tara without me. that's fine, i'm perfectly happy with that. So, every now and then, i spend time with some seniors without her. It's not that i don't want to keep spending time with her at all.
*sigh* *makes shovel tossing dirt over should movement to indicate i am only digging myself into a deeper hole*
i love you sarah, no matter what. none of the rest matters. that's all.

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I didn't really say I was upset. I was just saying, well, it sounded like you were annoyed at driving to get me and stuff. I'm happy for you to have time to do things with other people, that's *good*. I just didn't like how it was written, because it sounded like you were annoyed. That's all. I knew you'd take it more seriously than I intended. ^^

i always do things like that, and you know it. :)

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