Jess is at home. She has a stomach ulcer, which is why she hasn't been able to eat. She's getting "scoped" for it on Friday. She's okay, but in a lot of pain, and has no painkillers (no medical insurance). She's going to be okay, but it's still really scary.
I'm worried sick about her, and can't concentrate on anything else. I'm just sitting here staring at the computer, and i keep switching desktops, like somehting different showing up on my monitor is going to make things different. I know it's not, but still.
I'm waiting on my parents verdict whether they're going to support me in going out there or not. If not, I'll deal - go to the bank tomorrow morning and pull out all the cash I need for the trip, and have Jess buy the tickets. I can probably pull it off, but it's going to be hard. Either way, I'm probably taking the train out of here at 6am tomorrow morning.
Keep her and us in your thoughts. I think it's going to work out, but it's going to be hard. I need your thoughts just as much, if not more. Thank you so much for your sentiments, and your thoughts mean so much to both of us.
As Jess said: "Thus, I would like to inform you all that my current state is New Hampshire."
Silver lining: I got my LJ hoodie today. I'm a huge dork.
orkut is cool. I sent invites to a bunch of people, but it seems as if their email servers have been down since this morning. I haven't been getting invite stuff, and people I've sent invites have gotten nothing.
I'm worried. God. I wish my parents would just clal me back, so I could make plans.