September 18th, 2003


There is a Jess in my room

So, she got here. I got to the train station, and despite taking the wrong bus (I swear to god it said East, not West), we made it back to campustown. Walking slowly, we even made it back to Allen.

We've been mostly just enjoying being with each other. She said that it was weird being back together - she's not entirely wrong. It's like... wow. She's here again. of course, it's much less weird than it was the first time, in Chicago - after staying with her for a week, I know her in person, which I didn't the first time.

She's still really sick. Like, can't breathe half the time sick. Like, needed to stop 4-5 times in the half mile walk back to the dorm sick. I don't know what to do. I don't know what I can do. I don't know where hospitals even ARE around here, that's why I have McKillMe.

Being with her is so nice though. It's nice to just have someone to hang on, and not feel guilty about it and not have to worry about anything because really, I can't offend her or hurt her feelings, it just doesn't work. She can pretend to be upset at me, but she almost never is.

I'm sleepy. Really don't want to go to any of my classes tomorrow, really just want to take jess to the hospital and get her taken care of and I'm so worried about her but I don't know what to do.

Anyway, we've been having fun, just chilling out and me trying to convince her to go to the doctor ;P Stupid little arguments were we jab at each other are part of what makes this relationship so fun.

I love her so much. I'm so worried about her. But no matter what, it's really nice for her to be here.