March 25th, 2003


it's really over

I was in love.

For almost a year, I've been attached to Sarah. I've spent every minute with her, talking to her, thinking about her.

9 months ago, I lent her the Moulin Rouge DVD that she gave me as a graduation gift. She had mono at the time, and I thought watching that movie would make her feel at least a little bit better.

It did make her feel better, and she kept it. I had a copy at school, so it wasn't a big deal.

Today, I got that DVD back. I also got back the webcam she's had since before I left for school, and a shirt I had lent her for sadies.

It's over. I may never see the girl I loved again.