July 16th, 2002

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Saw ET again!
Derek is out of town until saturday, so i took the oppourtunity to catch up with Erin. Went to starbucks around 8:15, got a venti carmel apple cider and a lemon square. Talked to erin until they told us they were about to close (9pm). Walked down to pottawattamie, sat there for another 2.5 hours until they kicked us out at 11:45, then sat on the benches by the police station until 12:15, when we decided any more time out would cause our parents to kill us. It was so nice to just sit and spend time with her. I can't believe I haven't seen her outside of school since her and derek started going out, since the 18th of january. It was so wonderful just to sit out there with her... someone who drove herself, someone who wasn't going to get in trouble if i didn't take her home, and someone who I knew i wasn't going to fight with. It really is nice to hang out with seniors every now and again.
Maybe i'll write more, but right now i need to finish up mom's birthday present. maybe more later.
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photogeek

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Chizzy just loves to take quotes out of context.
"ChrisRS84: i didn't do anything new.
ChrisRS84: although a strange man grabbed my balls today."
Sure, but did she mention that i also said
"ChrisRS84: he has an MD after his name." right after that?
of course not *sigh*
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photogeek

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Okee... now sarah's upset... and she shouldn't be.
It's not that i mind doing any of the things i mentioned in my et post. It's that every now and again, it's nice to have a little peace of mind. I know sarah and my relationship is going to be hard, that's obvious. and i'm perfectly willing to do all those things... because i love sarah. so much that I can't even explain it. none of those things matter when i'm with her...
but every now and then, it's nice to have a break. I know i'm just digging a bigger hole. But she spends time with her cousins without me, she spends time with tara without me. that's fine, i'm perfectly happy with that. So, every now and then, i spend time with some seniors without her. It's not that i don't want to keep spending time with her at all.
*sigh* *makes shovel tossing dirt over should movement to indicate i am only digging myself into a deeper hole*
i love you sarah, no matter what. none of the rest matters. that's all.
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