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A lot of this comes from a comment moonlitdream left in my journal a while back. She said I wasn't really treating Sarah as a friend because I was just expecting her to do what I wanted her to.

She was so right.

Since then, I've tried to be more of a friend. I've tried to be friendly, to be helpful, to be happy, and to show her how much she really means to me. I've been rewarded with a much happier person to deal with, someone who I actually enjoy talking to again.

I just feel happy about life again, although I still want to live here for the summer, because I've got my good friend back.

Sarah, you'll always be a great friend to me, no matter what. I'm very glad that I still talk to you, and I'm very glad that you're here for me. I'm sorry that I've sometimes made things hard for you, and I think it sometimes goes the other way as well. I'm happy you still want to talk to me, even after I broke up with you.

I hope that we can continue to be friends, even after I come home. Things are always different when I come home, and I hope they can just kind of stay the same. I'm happy now, I'm happy being friends with you.

So... I'm happy. I'm happy I have my friends, including Sarah. I'm happy I have my family, I'm happy I have the life I have. I'm thankful to so many of you who help me stop acting like an ass. In this case, it was moonlitdream, in other cases it has been so many of you.

Thank you, for everything.

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yay for being happy. :oD
I'm glad you got your friend back. it's always good when things work out like that. enemies are no fun. :o)

*hugs* you're a great friend too. :)

I don't want to say any more than that because...I'd turn it into talk I probably should talk. Yeah. If you really want to know, ask me when you come home.

Yay for you! :) Now if you get through finals week unscathed, all will be well, eh? ;)

I can't even tell you how happy it makes me that something positive came out of that comment. I agonized over whether to even post it. ;) I was so worried it would come across wrong, or just upset you or something. I'm quite relieved that it was helpful. :) *hugs* I'm glad things have improved and that things are working better for you and Sarah as friends.

Almost impossible to make me really upset. Almost always telling me the truth will help me, and I appreciate that you did. Thank you. It takes a lot of courage to fight the bad guys, but sometimes it takes even more courage to stand up to your friends. And you did, and it worked out well because of it.

Not that everything's roses and flowers. but it's better ;)

nah, no roses and flowers. ;) we don't do that any more. well, actually, we did do that when we were just friends. in fact, the only time you gave me flowers was when we were just friends...but you were asking me to prom. ;)

oh, wait. you sent me a carnation two days before prom, too.

and i know that's not what you meant. i'm just boreded and in the library at school. yes.

random: the computer geek icon looks really cool for some reason on the flat screen.

and i also just noticed that your face is on it. d'oh. ;)

oh, and since i'm in a better mood (was not when you posted that), you rock as a friend too. like, a lot. i adore having you as a friend. you're supporitive and always actually make me feel better. and that's nice. sure, a lot of my friends make me feel better because i giggle with them and stuff, but you're the only (real life) friend i can talk to. :) *hugs* and you just rock. and you're cute, too. ;)

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