Chris Schmidt (crschmidt) wrote,
Chris Schmidt
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Happiness

A lot of this comes from a comment moonlitdream left in my journal a while back. She said I wasn't really treating Sarah as a friend because I was just expecting her to do what I wanted her to.

She was so right.

Since then, I've tried to be more of a friend. I've tried to be friendly, to be helpful, to be happy, and to show her how much she really means to me. I've been rewarded with a much happier person to deal with, someone who I actually enjoy talking to again.

I just feel happy about life again, although I still want to live here for the summer, because I've got my good friend back.

Sarah, you'll always be a great friend to me, no matter what. I'm very glad that I still talk to you, and I'm very glad that you're here for me. I'm sorry that I've sometimes made things hard for you, and I think it sometimes goes the other way as well. I'm happy you still want to talk to me, even after I broke up with you.

I hope that we can continue to be friends, even after I come home. Things are always different when I come home, and I hope they can just kind of stay the same. I'm happy now, I'm happy being friends with you.

So... I'm happy. I'm happy I have my friends, including Sarah. I'm happy I have my family, I'm happy I have the life I have. I'm thankful to so many of you who help me stop acting like an ass. In this case, it was moonlitdream, in other cases it has been so many of you.

Thank you, for everything.
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