Chris Schmidt (crschmidt) wrote,
Chris Schmidt
crschmidt

  • Music:

Jenny-Dream

I had a dream.

A dream about a girl.

She wasn't real though. I woke up this morning (yesterday morning, really) and I almost wanted to cry. Because although I knew it was a dream, she was just so perfect, I ddin't want to let go. I could feel myself waking up, and I just held my eyes closed trying to hold onto that dream. Because I knew as soon as I woke up, that girl, and everything that I wanted that girl to be, would be gone. There would be no "jenny" for me.

I doubt there ever will be.

I'm sad. And lonely. and i just want to move on, and I can't.
Subscribe

  • candy

    At our old house, we always ran out of candy, so I live in perpetual fear of it. At this house, we were totally ghost town one year, and we ran out…

  • Projects

    Overall, I have a handful of projects I'm working on. - Livestream Alerts: Website for generating alerts during Livestreams. Most recent work:…

  • sigh, humans

    For the last 36 hours, I have been unreasonably upset by the simplest, stupidest things that people do. Why can't people just be more smart and less…

  • Post a new comment

    Error

    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

  • 12 comments

  • candy

    At our old house, we always ran out of candy, so I live in perpetual fear of it. At this house, we were totally ghost town one year, and we ran out…

  • Projects

    Overall, I have a handful of projects I'm working on. - Livestream Alerts: Website for generating alerts during Livestreams. Most recent work:…

  • sigh, humans

    For the last 36 hours, I have been unreasonably upset by the simplest, stupidest things that people do. Why can't people just be more smart and less…