scaredMy family is pissed because I don't want to do anything. They dont' understand that me hiding away is my way of saying that i really don't want to do this. i don't want to pack, i don't want to find out how much college is goign to cost, i don't WANT to LEAVE! Every morning I wake up and cry because I realize it's one day less that i have to spend with sarah, one little chunk out of my next three weeks that i don't get to use.
i don't want to go. I'm not ready, and i never will be.
